SKETCHES BY KETNA PATEL 2006

MY CUP SPILLETH OVER
The roles I play……Daughter, sister, girlfriend, wife, mother, boss, employee, neighbour, friend, colleague, acquaintance, hostess…... When I cry, which part of me is really hurting? Where to start defining what makes up who we think we are?

COMMERCIAL SOULS
What is relief? A trashy novel on a holiday, a walk in the rain, a spending spree on Orchard rd, perfume, a decaf late, Sunday at home, an aimless drive, surfing the internet, staring at the trees….

DO AS YOU ARE TOLD
Do as you are told. Read the lifestyle magazines. Do as you are told. Wear branded clothes. Do as you are told. Copy the celebrity chefs on TV. Do as you are told. You make more friends if you hold cans of fizzy drinks. Do as you are told. Don’t jaywalk. Do as you are told. Go to the right shops. Do as you are told.

LIGHT UP
Wake up, light up, commute, choke up, work, cigarette break, pretend to work, smoke break, go home, light up…

GONE FISHING…www.shaadi.com
Age 24, single, never married, no children, height 5’ 9”, wheatish complexion, slim body type, finance professional, American green card, non vegetarian, non smoker, gujarati hindu, ……seeks traditional wife.

MORSELS OF TRUTH
Had a fight. Need carrot cake at coffee Bean straight away. How dare he talk to me that way? Never feel appreciated. Hate work. Don’t like our apartment. Why can’t the lift stop on our floor? Why can’t we live like Steven and Jasmine Tan? She is so slim. Don’t care. I deserve carrot cake. Hate commuting by train. Why can’t we have a car like Patricia and Sanjay Shah?

NO ENTRY TO HEAVEN
What happened to you? Why did you buy sixty eight bottles of perfume? Why did you eat so much? Why did you sit so much?
What did you actually do with your life???

NO MONEY NO HONEY
Mister mister! You want girl? You want mushroom? You want rolex? You want driver? You want boy? You want sarong? You want me??
What you want? Anything can get.

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SELF INTEREST PREVAILS
What do you think of this statement? : Self-interest is functional up to a point and dysfunctional thereafter…

HANGING ON
I am barely hanging on……Need a valium.

SITTING ON OUR LAURELS
We sit all day. Then we sit some more. Then sleep, wake up, and sit all over again.

Guilty until proven innocent.

LIFE CYCLE
We are all made up of the same energy, only the manifestation differs. The essence of life inhabits both solid and void. Ancient knowledge is passed down through ink and paper, which was once part tree and mineral…..ashes to ash, dust to ast…..

AN EYE FOR AN EYE UNTIL WE ALL GO BLIND
Whilst eating my sandwich in my comfortable AC room, I turn on the TV and watch images of children running away from fire and uniformed men with guns….yet another war story……….I get up and go to the kitchen for more mustard.

ASIA through a magnifying glass

BODY CLOCK TICKING
Tick Tock ….the breasts are chiming.
Body clock is ticking.
To have a child or not? Pack more hours in the day. Pack, pack. Head is busy with lists.
Will have to use walk in wardrobe room as nursery, but then where shall I put all my clothes??
Lists, more lists in my head. Nightmare of lists. Mortgage, school fees, infuriating boss, five kilos to lose before Christmas, need suit for overseas meeting, visit mother in law more often, career ladder, how to be a good wife….need prada belt, designer saucepans, save for a holiday at the Four Seasons In Bali. How to have a baby??
Turn forty soon.
Feel tired and empty. Feel most alive when there is a deadline because then I cannot think of choices. Who am I, what am I, where am I????
My life is hanging by a thread.

BUY. BUT WHY.
Shop till you drop. Buy, but why??

CHOKE UP ASIA
Today’s glorious world: The air is grey; factories making us more things that we do not need spew out their relentless smoke; the insect on my balcony is choking, and the flowers I planted yesterday are all dead. I have to buy clean water, and end up worrying about all the plastic in our oceans and rivers. What are we doing? What is it all for, and who are we kidding??

NOISE IN MY HEAD
The lines on my mother’s forehead are made up the washing on the line and the tyre tracks from the army tanks that have just invaded. What is that ticking sound? Is it her heart or a bomb?

TAKING THE HEAT
The proud Sikh vegetable seller at the end of the road is an interesting man. Everyday, he stands in the heat and humors the annoying housewives as they haggle for a few cents discount. Mr. Singh does not speak much, is impeccably dressed, and has a quiet strength and wisdom which impresses me very much.
Yesterday, as he wrapped the tomatoes I bought in a newspaper, I commented on the headlines that stood out; another terrorist bomb somewhere. “This is all an illusion”, he said. I wonder what he thinks and what makes him so calm.

TRIBUTE
My dear father. He works so hard. But I think he enjoys it.

BUDGET EXOTICA
Go online. Look for a cheap deal in a cheap country. Book it with a plastic card.
Turn up at the airport, and buy a sandwich to eat on the plane. Wait at the lounge because the plane has been delayed for four hours.
Arrive at the destination all dehydrated and disgruntled. Go to designated hotel.
Hurry with the shower because the cultural dance in the dining room starts soon.
Go to bed early because the sightseeing tour showcasing early morning temple ceremony and weaving village needs early start.
A few more days and after much shopping of fake clothes and handbags, make a promise to lose weight after returning home, and pack to go to the airport for return flight back.

IS THE GRASS GREENER ?
The villager sees. He walks. He builds his hut. He yearns for the city. Time moves on.

FISH OUT OF WATER
Us city folks. We live on earth. We are scared of small insects. Air conditioning is a must. So are toilets that flush. We need our fix of theatre and films. Free time often equates uneasiness. We buy our food from buildings. Some of our children have never seen real chickens or cows, and yet we eat them.
Is knowledge wisdom? Is sophistication culture?
Whats the big deal about us city folks??
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